In a week, the world can change

every have one of those days where no matter how hard you dig, you just can't find the enthusiasm for, well.. anything? you know it's the massive perpetual 'to do' list that's causing your head to feel like it's been filled with meringue [and i aways imagine it being squirted from a can through you ear like shaving foam and then solidifying when as it oxydises [i'm sure builders use a similiar product for filling gaps.. insulation like?], anyway.. yeah.. you know it's the list of tasks to complete that's causing the temporary dip from general day to day woe to something more pungent, and you know the best way to fix it is to stop being such a wallowing twat and start ticking off those responsibilities till you're free as lottery winner and thinking straight again.... but really, that all seems like way too much effort, so you take the first opportunity to sit yourself infront of a tv with sugary and salty snacks and a cuppa and close off access to 88% of you're faculties for a while, you feel better but you've really just put it off till the next day

well do you?

there's something else though... jobs, tasks, projects, orderes.. they're all help pass the ticking moments before the fates finally release us onto the steady path to being completely and utterly forgotten.. but sometimes, just sometimes, it's nice to have one that's completion and reletive success isn't judged by a number

i think i've got one, but it's gonna take some incredible self restraint, and i might become a little dull, and i think people will become incredibly suspicious, but, just as an experiment.. i'm going to try this 'being nice to people' thing that everyone raves about.... i tried it once before, for an evening... this time i'm going for the week

it's a long time since i said anything nice... wish me luck